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[Accidental Voice] Breakdown
[In response to this thread, Jay attempts to write his thoughts. However, his sobs quake his body so much, he decides to do a voice post instead. Unfortunately, in his emotional breakdown, he forgets to filter it from Jenova and her sons. He speaks in between sobs, with rasping breaths.]
That...that voice...Sephiroth referred to it as..."Mother..."
She said something...someone took his childhood...crushed him into a little death machine...it's just like me...although...it didn't sound like this mother was treating him any better....
[A pause as Jay cries some more, before continuing.]
I...never had a mother....both of my parents....they abandoned me. Why...why did they leave me...to be taken in by...him...
Sephiroth...I can't think of him as a bad person after hearing that...I just can't...
[The sobbing continues...]
That...that voice...Sephiroth referred to it as..."Mother..."
She said something...someone took his childhood...crushed him into a little death machine...it's just like me...although...it didn't sound like this mother was treating him any better....
[A pause as Jay cries some more, before continuing.]
I...never had a mother....both of my parents....they abandoned me. Why...why did they leave me...to be taken in by...him...
Sephiroth...I can't think of him as a bad person after hearing that...I just can't...
[The sobbing continues...]
[Voice / Locked to Jay]
Parents aren't around for your entire life and the way you were raised doesn't mean anything. It's your own decisions that determine what kind of person you become. If you just sit back and allow your superiors to turn you into a thoughtless murderer, you're not just a 'bad person'. You're also weak.
[Voice / Locked to Jay]
[Yuan's right of course, but Jay won't admit it out loud...]
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