unseenspy: (Sad Jay)
Jay ([personal profile] unseenspy) wrote2009-11-18 04:37 pm
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[Accidental Voice] Breakdown

[In response to this thread, Jay attempts to write his thoughts. However, his sobs quake his body so much, he decides to do a voice post instead. Unfortunately, in his emotional breakdown, he forgets to filter it from Jenova and her sons. He speaks in between sobs, with rasping breaths.]

That...that voice...Sephiroth referred to it as..."Mother..."

She said something...someone took his childhood...crushed him into a little death machine...it's just like me...although...it didn't sound like this mother was treating him any better....

[A pause as Jay cries some more, before continuing.]

I...never had a mother....both of my parents....they abandoned me. Why...why did they leave me...to be taken in by...him...

Sephiroth...I can't think of him as a bad person after hearing that...I just can't...

[The sobbing continues...]

[identity profile] merepuppet.livejournal.com 2009-11-18 10:59 pm (UTC)(link)
What a useless person you are. I hope someone sets you straight, or gives you a real reason to cry.

[identity profile] unseenspy.livejournal.com 2009-11-19 12:56 am (UTC)(link)
...Thanks.

[Yes, Jay can agree with the first "hope", but not so much the second.]

I hope someone does the same for you.

[identity profile] merepuppet.livejournal.com 2009-11-19 03:47 pm (UTC)(link)
No one needs to set me straight because I know my place. Thanks, though.

[identity profile] unseenspy.livejournal.com 2009-11-19 07:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[Urge to provoke, rising...]

Oh, do you? So tell me. What would you consider a real reason to cry?

[identity profile] merepuppet.livejournal.com 2009-11-19 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
I can't think of one.