[Accidental Voice] Breakdown

[unseenspy]

[In response to this thread, Jay attempts to write his thoughts. However, his sobs quake his body so much, he decides to do a voice post instead. Unfortunately, in his emotional breakdown, he forgets to filter it from Jenova and her sons. He speaks in between sobs, with rasping breaths.]

That...that voice...Sephiroth referred to it as..."Mother..."

She said something...someone took his childhood...crushed him into a little death machine...it's just like me...although...it didn't sound like this mother was treating him any better....

[A pause as Jay cries some more, before continuing.]

I...never had a mother....both of my parents....they abandoned me. Why...why did they leave me...to be taken in by...him...

Sephiroth...I can't think of him as a bad person after hearing that...I just can't...

[The sobbing continues...]

Comments

[mikangirl.livejournal.com]

...you leave way too many of your posts unfiltered, Jay.

[This is a carefully neutral Nami. Hi.]

[unseenspy.livejournal.com]

...

Hmm...you're right. I was careless...I wasn't thinking straight.

[mikangirl.livejournal.com]

[...she really doesn't know what to say. Nami's not a big believer in getting hung up on the past, but Jay sounds so upset. She's torn between trying to comfort him and giving him a virtual smack over the head and telling him to get over it. In the end, she just sighs.]

Well, it looks like you're going to be fielding a lot of jerks now. [Not that she's looking at the other replies or anything.]

[unseenspy.livejournal.com]

I'll deal with them as they come.

[mikangirl.livejournal.com]

Right. Best of luck.