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Jay ([personal profile] unseenspy) wrote2009-11-18 04:37 pm
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[Accidental Voice] Breakdown

[In response to this thread, Jay attempts to write his thoughts. However, his sobs quake his body so much, he decides to do a voice post instead. Unfortunately, in his emotional breakdown, he forgets to filter it from Jenova and her sons. He speaks in between sobs, with rasping breaths.]

That...that voice...Sephiroth referred to it as..."Mother..."

She said something...someone took his childhood...crushed him into a little death machine...it's just like me...although...it didn't sound like this mother was treating him any better....

[A pause as Jay cries some more, before continuing.]

I...never had a mother....both of my parents....they abandoned me. Why...why did they leave me...to be taken in by...him...

Sephiroth...I can't think of him as a bad person after hearing that...I just can't...

[The sobbing continues...]
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[identity profile] unseenspy.livejournal.com 2009-11-18 10:22 pm (UTC)(link)
It doesn't matter if anyone cares, or if anyone pays attention. It helps to vent, plain and simple.
neverplaysfair: (Your timer must be nearly ticked out.)

[personal profile] neverplaysfair 2009-11-18 10:24 pm (UTC)(link)
You could just as easily vent to a single person.

[identity profile] unseenspy.livejournal.com 2009-11-18 10:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[Now Jay has the distinct feeling that this guy's being an asshole. So it's time to return the favor.]

Sure. Would you like to volunteer, since you were so kind to respond?
neverplaysfair: (Why don't we play one last Game?)

[personal profile] neverplaysfair 2009-11-18 10:32 pm (UTC)(link)
If you have enough trust in this complete stranger to pour your heart out to him, then go ahead.

[identity profile] unseenspy.livejournal.com 2009-11-19 01:06 am (UTC)(link)
On second thought, I'll pass. Thank you.
neverplaysfair: (Your timer must be nearly ticked out.)

[personal profile] neverplaysfair 2009-11-19 01:15 am (UTC)(link)
Oh? You were the one who asked...
neverplaysfair: (Why don't we play one last Game?)

[personal profile] neverplaysfair 2009-11-19 01:21 am (UTC)(link)
Alright. Then why did you feel the need to let everyone hear you crying?

[identity profile] unseenspy.livejournal.com 2009-11-19 01:23 am (UTC)(link)
I was careless. I should have filtered it from certain people, at least.
neverplaysfair: (That was a nice distraction.)

[personal profile] neverplaysfair 2009-11-19 01:26 am (UTC)(link)
Even then, one would think this would be the sort of think you'd keep to your friends.

Don't have any friends?

[identity profile] unseenspy.livejournal.com 2009-11-19 01:32 am (UTC)(link)
[Sure, but Jay hasn't had much contact with them since he's been here. He begins to wonder if they even care about him anymore. So...he declines to answer.]
neverplaysfair: (Hee hee... It seems I've won.)

[personal profile] neverplaysfair 2009-11-19 01:38 am (UTC)(link)
Ah, no wonder.
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